Recently I got few messages asking why I stopped drawing and I felt compelled to explain myself. It was very sweet to receive such messages. I never really knew I had any fans at all. It was really heartwarming but the sad thing is I don't enjoy drawing anymore, not as much as I once did. I kind of switched to other things like cosplaying, photography and singing. It's still about creating something and I feel fullfilled. With drawing I always felt bad. Cause they weren't my real drawing, they were copies. I never came up with poses myself or anything. I started drawing at all just cause I didn't have money for posters ut I still wanted to have my fav characters on my walls. I still do. I changed my place few times during last 5 years and everytime I had them on my walls and they just warm me up every time I look at them. But right now I think I should either create something by myself with my own effort and without looking at any screencaps at all or just stop doing it. So for now I stopped but recently I kind of found small joy in drawing stupid small meaningless things so maybe there's still some hope.
I will be updating it with songs and cosplays, although I have to say singing is a little bit faster so you can expect more songs. I actually started drawing stupid chibi or funny stuff just to have something to put with songs on youtube. If any of you would like to draw me with some reference to ladybugs I would be REALLY grateful <3